MEET MY 'ABU'

sayang abu,,,mmuuuaahhx!!

dye ny la teman saya tido...hikhik,,chumel kan..

tenkiu b,,

love u

NIGHTMARE...!!!! AGAIN???

bila sebut pasal tido,,manusia mane yang tak tido kn,,tido tu plak top rank hobi ak,,no 1 woo,,yg kedua baru koya...fullammak...aku memang xley blar betol ngan mimpi ak tadi pagi,,ada ke patot? xpatot2...laen kali bagi gk mimpi yang best2,,mimpi men salji kew,mimpi bley terbang kew,mimpi ade owg datang minang kew,ok la jugak,,,ny tak,,mimpi yang menyentapkan emosi jew,,hukhuk..uwaa!!sentap u ols..aduyai..nasib mimpi jew..kalo betul? cane? nangis soksek2 la jawabnye..mimpi ape?? rahsia...hihihi...

tapi ape yg ditakutkan adalah........banyak mimpi yang ngarut2,,yang diluar dugaan tu,,jadi betol,,realiti,,hish,,sangat mengganggu jiwa jugak tu...pernah laa sekali mimpi ak tu benda yang mengarut,,owg kampung saya cakap ridiculious(betol kew tidak ejaannye ny,lantak la labuu). memang sesape yang mimpi benda tu memang cakap "mimpi jew,ape yang nk dipikirkan"

tapi kan,,terima kasih kepada sifat saya yang ingin tahu plus syak wasangka yang mendalam ny kerana telah membuktikan kebenaran mimpi saya itu,,,fuuhhhh!!!ayat,,,xley blah...tanya punye tanya kat tuan punya badan lam mimipi aku tu,,upe2nye betol ape yang ak nampak lam mimpi tu..aiseymen,,kecewa tahap cipan(lame xgune ayat tu),,tapi,,apakan daya..sebagai insan yang xterdaya dan diperdaya ini,,kena banyak2 bersabar...

so kepada next mimpi2 ak,,tolonglaa bagi ak mimpi2 yang best lagi menyeronokkan,,mimpi p genting ok gk,,klo dapat mimpi hantu kak limah ph,,ok laa..(ce cite ce cite)..hihi...

PERFECT NIGHTMARE!!!!!

Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare.

GERAM LAGI!!

prince oh prince,,,

kadang - kadang ase nak marah gak,,tapi sayang,,sebab sayang sangat kowt ase geram camni,,bukan geram actually,,tapi jeles + geram + marah = arrgghhh!!!!

bile laa dye nak decide,wat keputusan yang betol,penat dowh tunggu camni,,bukan nak cakap r kan,sape nak 'bermadu' kn, kew ade manusia yang berhati mulia camtu?? maybe ade tapi tak betol2 ikhlas redha,,maybe ambil mase yang agak lame la kan,,ak ase gk aku ny 'mulia' + bagus sangat,,konon r setuju,xde hal,rela,,tapi sebenarnye tak pon,,bodoh ape kan,,tapi nak wat cane kan da memang aku tempat kedua lam hati perut dye,,nak wat cane kan..kadang - kadang aku terpikir gak,,aku wat baik ngan dye selama ny,,ntah xdek hasil xdek balasan tuk aku pn xtaw kan,,terpulang kat awk lew,,yang pasti sy rase cam da tak sanggup da nak terime hakikat 'bermadu' lam kapel ny,,maybe bawak ke jinjang pelamin kowt,,ntah lew,,sedih btol ase,,uwaaa!!

eh,,tak nangis tak nangis,,xcaye tanye rumet2 saye ny haa,,,hihi...da la,,malas nk pikir,,t ag berdenyut kepala ny,silap2 meletup "booommm",ilang kelemumur,,,kuang3...

MEMBLOGKAN DIRI,,,YUHUU!!

hahaha!!! orang laen wat blog, aku pun nak wat blog jugak,,thanx to my lovely kezen, Nurshahida Azra a.k.a along kerana sudi dan dengan berbesar hati memperkenalkan benda yang bley wat aku ade sebab nak ngadap laptop selain bukak 'mukabuku' dan jugak men game tembok2 bugs warna warni ( tumblebugs ),,kui3.. yela memang cari pasal r an,,nga2 sakit kepala ngadap laptop ag,,tp xpe demi memperjuangkan diri dalam bidang blogger ny,,ceyh,,ayat nk bagus...huhu..
haa,,,ny sat nk bgtw,,benda pertama aku blaja lam blog ny,,haha,,cari background lawa2,cari punye cari last2 yang ny jew aku berkenan,,kuang3..k la,,tu jew kowt,hehe,,first time ny men mende2 gni,,excited gak r seposen,,haha..k dah2,,t ag makin panjang plak nk tulis...