Tuesday, June 7, 2011

NTAH LEW...

hmmm...nk ckp sedih kn,mmg r sedih jugew...
tp x rase nk nangis pn...
da cube nk nangis,tp x nangis pn..haha...
maknenye c2,tindakan aku sememangnye betol laa kn...INSYAALLAH
hope so...:)
it is a new relationship...so start like the beginning!!!
it just can be work...i can do this?? YES!!definitely!!!
cheer up...
chill...
hepy sokmo...
loike loike!!
LOTS OF LOVE there!!!
thanks to HEARTBEAT at home!!
you are my strength...LOVE THEM!!

:....(

Crying

YES!!!!

i miss you ? YES!
i love you ? YES!
i'm happy with you ? YES!
i need you ? YES!
BUT................RIGHT NOW
i miss you ? YES!
i love you ? YES!
i need you ? YES!
i hate you ? YES!
i just wanna kill you ? YES!

why you do this to me??
mood : hopeless

SAAT TERAKHIR......

tak pernah terpikir olehku
tak sedikitpun kubayangkan
kau akan pergi tingalkan ku sendiri

begitu sulit kubayangkan
begitu sakit kurasakan
kau akan pergi tingalkanku sendiri

dibawah batu nisan kini kau tlah sandarkan
kasih sayang kamu …… begitu dalam
sungguh ku tak sanggup ini terjadi
karna ku sangat cinta

inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
hanya mampu ucapkan
selamat jalan kasih

satu jam saja kutelah bisa
cintai kamu,kamu,kamu dihatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup

satu jam saja kutelah bisa
sayangi kamu dihatiku
namun bagiku me/lupakanmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup
dinantiku


Friday, February 18, 2011

MEET MY 'ABU'

sayang abu,,,mmuuuaahhx!!

dye ny la teman saya tido...hikhik,,chumel kan..

tenkiu b,,
love u

NIGHTMARE...!!!! AGAIN???

bila sebut pasal tido,,manusia mane yang tak tido kn,,tido tu plak top rank hobi ak,,no 1 woo,,yg kedua baru koya...fullammak...aku memang xley blar betol ngan mimpi ak tadi pagi,,ada ke patot? xpatot2...laen kali bagi gk mimpi yang best2,,mimpi men salji kew,mimpi bley terbang kew,mimpi ade owg datang minang kew,ok la jugak,,,ny tak,,mimpi yang menyentapkan emosi jew,,hukhuk..uwaa!!sentap u ols..aduyai..nasib mimpi jew..kalo betul? cane? nangis soksek2 la jawabnye..mimpi ape?? rahsia...hihihi...
tapi ape yg ditakutkan adalah........banyak mimpi yang ngarut2,,yang diluar dugaan tu,,jadi betol,,realiti,,hish,,sangat mengganggu jiwa jugak tu...pernah laa sekali mimpi ak tu benda yang mengarut,,owg kampung saya cakap ridiculious(betol kew tidak ejaannye ny,lantak la labuu). memang sesape yang mimpi benda tu memang cakap "mimpi jew,ape yang nk dipikirkan"
tapi kan,,terima kasih kepada sifat saya yang ingin tahu plus syak wasangka yang mendalam ny kerana telah membuktikan kebenaran mimpi saya itu,,,fuuhhhh!!!ayat,,,xley blah...tanya punye tanya kat tuan punya badan lam mimipi aku tu,,upe2nye betol ape yang ak nampak lam mimpi tu..aiseymen,,kecewa tahap cipan(lame xgune ayat tu),,tapi,,apakan daya..sebagai insan yang xterdaya dan diperdaya ini,,kena banyak2 bersabar...
so kepada next mimpi2 ak,,tolonglaa bagi ak mimpi2 yang best lagi menyeronokkan,,mimpi p genting ok gk,,klo dapat mimpi hantu kak limah ph,,ok laa..(ce cite ce cite)..hihi...

Thursday, February 10, 2011

PERFECT NIGHTMARE!!!!!

Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

GERAM LAGI!!

prince oh prince,,,
kadang - kadang ase nak marah gak,,tapi sayang,,sebab sayang sangat kowt ase geram camni,,bukan geram actually,,tapi jeles + geram + marah = arrgghhh!!!!
bile laa dye nak decide,wat keputusan yang betol,penat dowh tunggu camni,,bukan nak cakap r kan,sape nak 'bermadu' kn, kew ade manusia yang berhati mulia camtu?? maybe ade tapi tak betol2 ikhlas redha,,maybe ambil mase yang agak lame la kan,,ak ase gk aku ny 'mulia' + bagus sangat,,konon r setuju,xde hal,rela,,tapi sebenarnye tak pon,,bodoh ape kan,,tapi nak wat cane kan da memang aku tempat kedua lam hati perut dye,,nak wat cane kan..kadang - kadang aku terpikir gak,,aku wat baik ngan dye selama ny,,ntah xdek hasil xdek balasan tuk aku pn xtaw kan,,terpulang kat awk lew,,yang pasti sy rase cam da tak sanggup da nak terime hakikat 'bermadu' lam kapel ny,,maybe bawak ke jinjang pelamin kowt,,ntah lew,,sedih btol ase,,uwaaa!!
eh,,tak nangis tak nangis,,xcaye tanye rumet2 saye ny haa,,,hihi...da la,,malas nk pikir,,t ag berdenyut kepala ny,silap2 meletup "booommm",ilang kelemumur,,,kuang3...